I have been away from iLand for a long time. Hence I have decided to go about this one in a random fashion. Life is going great and I'm damnest busy for the past few months, first with my summer project then came the placement season, next came GRE and finally after all, the mother of all exams CAT. I couldn't juggle with all these and so screwed up my summer project which got hanged up in between. I felt bad for a day or two. After all it"s not the end of the world. I have to get going with other important things in my life. Never in the past 4yrs of my engineering life I was this busy and working under stress. Even the classes I never used to care about them and my attendance percentage is as low as 60 %. My brother used to tell me, " No matter how hard you work or how screwed up you might be in the freshman and sophomore years of your graduation, you just cannot neglect your final year ". That"s absolutely true. I could have totally relaxed immediately after I got placed just like so many of my other friends. I totally envy them. But my ambitions are different. I never felt satisfied in my engineering life. I am not satisfied with the kind of education I received. I am not satisfied with my job as well. Am I looking pessimistic? Well, I dont really want to blame the system and may be even the fault is with me. OK, past is past. I always had higher ambitions in my life ( who will not have ? ) and optimistically enough I am in the pursuit of that life which gives me the utmost satisfaction and in the process I"m forsaking those uncalled for things. Getting late for my class, more in the next post.